Lately I have been wondering quite a lot about my current emotional situation and I can tell that I have a big mess up there. It has come to a time where some of your friends are in happy relationships and the ones that are not have an extremely odd and easy way to find their little piece of happiness. However, the only thing I can tell you right now about myself is that I am not happy.

So this is  a ramdom post that I did not have planned at all, but I felt like writing something and I thought it would be a good idea to give my imagination a try and writing it in my blog was the best option.

So yes, I am not happy.

Happiness is that feeling that every single person in the world deserve and not everyone gets. There are some kind of people (whose I envy to death) that find happiness in very small things. They are happy with almost nothing. And here I am not talking about material things. I mean that they are able to be happy just by seeing someone smile or by speaking to some friends. For me that kind of happiness is not enough because it is something fleeting. It ends when I arrive home.

I honestly believe that people that are happy at home when they are not surounded by friends are the ones that are truly happy and joyful. I completely desire this feeling. I want to be happy when I am at home and I want to be a cheerful person all the time. 

And lately I can tell that I am "less happy" than before and I have noticed that because of the music I listen.

A few years ago I listened to upbeat and lively music most of the time (and some ballads too haha), eventhough there were some times when my music taste was kind of weird... Anyway the music that I have been listening lately (which by the way I LOVE) I have to admit that sometimes is quite sad and depressing. Maybe the main  reason to my current feelings is that I am in a very tough year where I have to take so many important choices about my future. And I truly hope is that because in this way it will end soon. Maybe another reason to my music taste change might be that I am growing up and that is the reason to my kind of more serious taste. 

In any case, to end this random and quite stupid post I will link you one of my favorite songs at the moment. Is is called "All in my head" by Tori Kelly and is a great song where she asked herself if everything that she thought that was going on was real or It was all in her head. It describe very good my state of mind so enjoy it!!! (I prefer the acoustic version so I looked for that)

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I am so sorry for not being able to post anything during the last month. The main reason  to that is that I have been very busy with exams and boring stuff. 

I decided to do an easy entry today and I will post another one very soon! 

I wanted to share with you my favorite music at the moment so I have added a link down below to the Spotify playlist that lately I have been listening on repeat.

https://play.spotify.com/user/1110481155/playlist/3ktuUC3hhLC8c8uckFiij7

Hope  you like it!!
I'll see you soon